Barbies, eh??

I know this has been around for some time now, but this "Barbie" thing is just not happening. From the talk, to the dress and beyond ... this is not what's "POPPING-TON/TING." I am not hating on Ms. Minaj's style, or whatever we shall call it, but I feel that over 300,000 girls ( and guys, :\ ) following one person's style just doesnt make sense. I think what bothers me the most about Nicki Minaj, is going to have to be a cross between her British accents she likes to use, and those HORRIBLE colored wigs. I like to call it a little over the edge.. ridiculous. Hmmm, I dont know. Maybe it's just me.. I highly doubt it.

Same Cast, Same Stories, Different Titles

I'm sure we all know those movies with the all black cast telling stories about long time friends falling in love and living happily ever after... my question is what happens after that?? Those movies are filled with so many problems and issues. They show the exact examples of what can go on in a relationship and what can go wrong in the movie itself. Do they really expect me to believe that the long time friends who end up together actually will stay together, after all the shit I just witnessed in the movie??!! Hell naw. I'll pass on that one. I'm pretty sure inquiring minds want to know do they stay together or don't they because I have reason to believe it is the latter of the two. My other question would be why does it always take that long for the couple to get together? They've been friends since the beginning of time! How long does it take to realize you love somebody? My last question would be does this happen in real life? Usually people say "That stuff only happens in the movies" but does this happen in real life? I have too many questions left unanswered after I watch those movies, what happens when the smoke and cameras disappear??

Nevermind.

Yo! I did have something to say but never mind now. What time is it? I looked at the clock but time wasn't frozen it was spiraling out of control. I wanted to stand up but I couldn't because I was so drunk--emotionally and I didn't want to fall. Not a good look at all. Why do I feel like I am Atlas. The whole world is on my back or is this an illusion? Why do I have to carry so much and it seems as if everyone has it easier. I give thanks all the time because I know that I am blessed to have what all I have now but I only realize how blessed I am when I compare myself to someone else. If there were no comparison then I would just be in my own mind, beating myself up at all the misfortune thrown upon me. It's hard to keep your emotions in check when you had some much pressure on you in the first place.

Consequence - Life Is Short (Video)

It's the Cons fool!

Insomnia Vol.1: Acknowledgement

Sometimes you feel like there just aren't enough hours in the day... you try to squeeze everything you need to do into the little daylight you have but it just adds more work to the next day. I used to stay up for school, pulling all-nighters to finish homework and stuff but now it's the summertime. NO HOMEWORK!! So I have no logical reason to stay awake. The problem is that I can't sleep. I developed a case of insomnia. Insomnia is when you cannot sleep for various reasons. I was up for days at an end, not even tired. Well, I was tired just not sleepy at all. I tried to lay down like everybody else did. I ended up laying in the bed for hours staring at the ceiling. I tried to do anything and everything to fall asleep like I normally did but nothing worked. My fam actually thought that I was staying up late on purpose. SMH No I was not. I even tried sleeping pills. I advise others not to take pills, they really don't do anything at all. I admit I did feel refreshed in the morning but it took me 4 hours to get to sleep and I only slept for 3 hours... so not worth it. The point I'm trying to make here at this moment in time is don't take the easy way out. Acknowledge the problem soon so you can figure out a solution sooner.

Making or Breaking

If it's not one thing, it's another right?? Everyone always has something that just ruined their day but rarely do they have things that make their day. I don't really think this applies to me because I am rarely happy but looking around I noticed this. I have more friends [and I used that word loosely] that are upset and depressed than I have friends that are happy and blessed to experience another day. I understand there are downs but there are ups also. You only are what you choose to be. You can make yourself happy or unconsciously make yourself sad, the only problem is if you choose to stay that way. Are you honesty telling me that you don't have a clue of how to do what's best for you??

Retrospek - SOMESHYTWEDID ep

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Retrospek is a dope up and coming group hailing from Boston, MA. The group is made up of 2 MC's (A. Spendacash & June Lyfe) and a producer (Rah Intelligence). If raw Hip Hop is your thing this EP is for you. Check it out!