... give me an eargasm

Ohh yeaa, I want you to hit me with it. Make me feel it deep inside. Something that lasts forever.. long enough to give me an eargasm.
Not Lil Wayne, nor Rihanna. I'm not feenin for Jodeci, but maybe a little Tribe by Quest, something I would request. Too much for you ? What about some Lauryn or my girl E. Badu ? For some nice affection, I will risk an infection.. no need for protection, sweet music, I'm sexing. Amen, keep blessing me, with the remedies, of real R&b. Nice and easy, true to the game. Ant, lets have a threesome.. I like how you make love, mane. Just let me have mine, and you can have yours. When it comes to eargasms, I'm music's number one whore.

Go For It

How many things in one day hold you back from doing what you want to do? Are you scared? Scared to fail, scared to succeed, scared that it will take a turn for the worst, scared it might put a strain on you? You cannot let things hold you back from doing what you want. If it will hold you back for a short period of time then, take baby steps towards your goal. If you can’t handle a task or a situation at the time don’t stop! KEEP MOVING FORWARD. Whether it gets better or worse, if you keep moving forward you’ll move through it.

Love & Needed... Consideration

What do women ultimately desire from a man... is it his strength? His looks? His status? His position of admiration amongst your friends that makes them say, "Girl you lucky"? No i think not. Women truly want to be loved and needed. They want to feel like they mean so much to you that you could never let them go. They want to feel as if all you truly needed in the world was them and that if you had her then there wouldn't be anything that you couldn't get through in your life. They want to feel like they are needed when you have a problem. They want to feel the consideration that you, the man, would provide. They want to know that you care about their little problems, as well as the big ones and that they will be missed when you haven't spoken to them or seen them in a while. They want to feel as if your world revolves around them and you know why they want that? Because their world revolves around you. They always question you... "How was your day?", "Anything new?", "Are you okay?", "Do you want to talk about it?", "What are you thinking about?",... They want to know everything they can about you so that they will never have to ask what's wrong with you, they will always know what is wrong with their man. It would just be a natural response when he's not feeling well, they're not feeling well and it will be like a 6th sense to them. The only problem is that the man may not notice or realize how much they actually mean to their other half no matter how much she tells him so they will never acknowledge or voice their opinions to the woman and show her how much she is admired, loved, needed and considered to be one of the most important things in his life...

Love Forecast

What used to be great is now ruined. Whatever was had is now lost. Swept away with the rest of our belongings in the high waters of a flood of emotions. I guess you can't change the future without changing the present because the present was the future of yesterday... Just as some knowledge that if one doesn't change the situation things will keep repeating themselves until you begin to interpret the world that way... life is everything that you make it. GOD may have put you on the Earth and he surely will take you out on two occasions: when HE needs you or when HE feels you have served your purpose... what you do in the time between is all you.

~GREY SKIES~

Life is ran on games but life is not a game. People play all kinds of games with each other but let's not play the love game. Any game involving someone's life and emotions is not cool. If your heart is true let your mind be true also and vice versa. Let's just speak what's truly on your mind, let's just speak what's truly on our mind. What do you really like? What do you really want? What is the message that you perceive when you read the underlying message in between the lines of what you said? What is truly on your mind and are you troubled by the thought? A foundation built on lies or half truths is as fragile as a castle built with a deck of playing cards... Free your mind. It may come as a first but, I will always except you as you are. Eventually I will see you as you truly are anyway so it doesn't make any sense to not be yourself and not to be 100% from the get-go. Playing so many games like an All-Star athlete haha... not funny and not cool. I'm not gonna be your personal cheerleader if my heart is gonna be the punching bag to your inadequate skills or your inferiority or your inability to see the truth when it's right in front of your eyes... "you betta recognize."

~CLOUDY SKIES~

Will I be able to look to you for comfort? Will you help me stand when I feel weak? When nothing in my day makes me smile, will I be able to look to you for the first smile in my day? Life is full of unanswered questions. The knowledge of not knowing comes with confidence because you should not have to question the one you love....ever. Flaws and all you should except them and don't let no one come between what your feeling to be true. Truly a diamond in the rough and believe that you can stay that way because the ones who matter will accept you as you are. A diamond whether it's rough or polished is still a diamond. One should not just love someone for what they see because the visual could fade in years to come. One should love someone from the inside out. You should always have a legitimate reason for loving somebody and the reason may be hard to understand but it would not be superficial. Be in love with the basics friendship, trust, honor, respect and admiration always share the truth... having the truth is better than hearing a lie because the truth is not questionable.

~CLEAR BLUE SKIES~

"Once Mine... Always."

Some people just don't want to let go of old things. At least that's how I viewed it. Some guys (it's not only guys) tend to get mad at a girl for having another guy. Why do guys get mad when they either didn't make a move or they left the girl?? I thought that once it was over, it was over but now it seems like every time you move on they try to pull you back in. So first point why do guys get jealous when they didn't make a move? Well the gents say that it was doubts and they missed their chance. "Maybe he wasn't too sure of himself, then he saw someone else step up and he punked out." Jealous because they punked out? Sounds like a personal problem to me. You just "got up the courage" and then you lost your chance you must have took to long. Of course that is not the problem for all. The other things is that once a dude has been in a relationship with you, you are off limits to everybody else even if it's his friends, family or people he doesn't even know. So basically "once mine... always."It usually happens like that even if they deny it and even if they have a new girlfriend or whatever. So that makes me wonder... when does he get over it? If he's still jealous even though he already has someone else then what does he need to get over it. I believe that is a more "out of sight, out of mind" thing. Although it doesn't always happen that way. You leave one person, find a new person, then you see your old flame moving on so you get jealous, then you get distracted and then you don't hear from nor think about your ex... right? Seems as if you are mad without a cause, or maybe I just don't get it...

"When it comes down to it"

Why Should I give People The Satisfaction Of, Lettin Them get Tha Best Of Me, When I Clearly Know They Envy&;Are Jealous Of Me, I Should Feel Bad That They Are Pitful Enough To Want To Live Thier Lives Through My Down Falls, People Are To Weak To Follow There Own Dreams,&; Will Try To Find Anyway Possible To Discourage Me, it's a Natural Thing, So i Don't Curse it, im Just Blessed For it, Because The Pathetic Hater's Encourage &; Justify My HAPPY Beautiful LIFE! -KB

I'm Really Happy For You

People always say you act different when you get into a relationship but can you really expect for nothing to change? The thing is that when you're in a relationship you have other obligations and you center around a certain person to aside from the rest. You can't possibly be exactly the same. I hate it when my close friends get into a relationship because then I'm just left alone without my usual companion or I'm the third wheel in their relationship. Being left alone is the worst because then you have no where to turn to. Your friend who used to spend the most time with you is now barely seen with you any longer. Makes you feel like you're old news, like you just get dropped like yesterday's newspaper and that's a problem you would have to deal with yourself because you friend has other priorities. Another problem is feeling like you're the third wheel. You're friends still want you around, to kind of show you that they haven't changed but that doesn't work. You just feel like leaving because you're out of place, like you're not wanted. Another downside of your friend being in a relationship was that you can feel used. You always have time for your friend and they always had time for you, now they only talk to you when they have a problem. That's not fair to me and ultimately ends up tearing me apart on the inside. I'll admit, I'm not jealous. I'm glad you have someone. Seriously, I'll miss the times when we were the main focus of our lives but now I guess we have to push that aside for someone else... I'm really happy for you.

Making or Breaking

If it's not one thing, it's another right?? Everyone always has something that just ruined their day but rarely do they have things that make their day. I don't really think this applies to me because I am rarely happy but looking around I noticed this. I have more friends [and I used that word loosely] that are upset and depressed than I have friends that are happy and blessed to experience another day. I understand there are downs but there are ups also. You only are what you choose to be. You can make yourself happy or unconsciously make yourself sad, the only problem is if you choose to stay that way. Are you honesty telling me that you don't have a clue of how to do what's best for you??