Nevermind.

Yo! I did have something to say but never mind now. What time is it? I looked at the clock but time wasn't frozen it was spiraling out of control. I wanted to stand up but I couldn't because I was so drunk--emotionally and I didn't want to fall. Not a good look at all. Why do I feel like I am Atlas. The whole world is on my back or is this an illusion? Why do I have to carry so much and it seems as if everyone has it easier. I give thanks all the time because I know that I am blessed to have what all I have now but I only realize how blessed I am when I compare myself to someone else. If there were no comparison then I would just be in my own mind, beating myself up at all the misfortune thrown upon me. It's hard to keep your emotions in check when you had some much pressure on you in the first place.